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I can finally see that you're right there beside me
[So it's been awhile again. Since this shit anyway, I dunno how long. Weeks again? Things have really settled, too. It's slow going, but Raikou is getting better and better at this not being a giant douche thing. He stumbles often, and sometimes he gets frustrated and throws a bratty fit about it, but it's visible how hard he's trying. It's emotionally draining, in that it's endlessly tiring to push himself to change, and it's scary to feel like he's lost at sea as far as what to do and what to believe in. On the other hand, it's also immensely fulfilling -- because he's realised what it means to value something other than himself, and it's rather like waking up and seeing the world lit by sunshine for the first time. He's a little awed by everything, childishly, but it's nice.
And he's trying to do something nice right now, too. He's kind of a dumb noble about menial things, but he thinks that maybe Tsuyukusa would like it if he just tried out small nice gestures, so he's sneaking up behind him right now with a bowl of (rather messily) sliced peaches with sweet syrup drizzled (equally messily) over them, and a terribly amateur arrangement of flowers in a vase. HE MADE AN EFFORT OK.]
Hey, Tsuyukusa!
And he's trying to do something nice right now, too. He's kind of a dumb noble about menial things, but he thinks that maybe Tsuyukusa would like it if he just tried out small nice gestures, so he's sneaking up behind him right now with a bowl of (rather messily) sliced peaches with sweet syrup drizzled (equally messily) over them, and a terribly amateur arrangement of flowers in a vase. HE MADE AN EFFORT OK.]
Hey, Tsuyukusa!
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[He manages a laugh at that. Tsuyu is a tree after all, in the end. But thinking he's loved that much as weird as it is makes him feel worlds better, and he's relaxing in the spirit's arms bit by bit, soaking up the warmth. This? This feels like home. It feels stable and comfortable and safe, and he can feel tension seeping out of his shoulders that's been there almost constantly for months.]
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[Tsuyukusa sounds honestly perplexed by the concept of not loving them equally. Ownership may not be a purely human trait, but it isn't one kodama usually practice, and certainly not when it comes to mates.
But it's a relief, feeling Raikou relax against him. And he relaxes too, letting out a slow breath.]
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[He can think of a million reasons, but he's too comfy right now to be pessimistic, or to try to explain the concept of human monogamy. Instead he just gives a content little sigh and presses his face into Tsuyu's neck.]
It's fine with me, anyway. But we're still covered in peaches, you know.
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[He says it absently, only half-listening as he tilts his head down and noses at Raikou's hair, surprised by its softness. Heihachi puts a lot of shit in his to keep it manageable with his chosen hairstyle, and Tsuyukusa's has never been anything but course and wild.]
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[He's just teasing, really. He's finally feeling peaceful, so he's not about to ruin it by whining too much. He really doesn't like being sticky though.]
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[He's teasing too, nuzzling him lightly even as he's drawing back a little, just enough that he can see Raikou's face and raise an eyebrow.]
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[Flirting, really? It's more than he'd hoped for -- and everything he wanted. To be this close, this relaxed, and this happy with Tsuyukusa is a dream come true. He smirks at the tree, in a playful manner, before squishing his cheeks with those peach juice-covered hands. Now you have a sticky face.]
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That is not washing them!
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[Oh, there's a brighter smile for you, Tsuyukusa. He's never been so genuinely, innocently happy in the tree's direction than he is right now.]
Besides, this way... you'll taste good.
[He does so enough the use of his tongue, and peach juice is a much more pleasant thing for him to be licking off of Tsuyu's cheek than blood.]
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His mind's racing, though, trying to figure out why he isn't lashing out or running screaming. A few moments of that, and he just gives up on even trying to comprehend the inexplicable comfort he has right now.]
You caught me, I wasn't.
[And he's turning his head, trying to catch Raikou's mouth with his own.
]
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Once he thinks to free his hands, they immediately come up to tangle in Tsuyu's hair, messing it even worse than usual with the remaining sticky residue on his fingers.]
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He's not complaining, though. He'll sit right back down on those pillows, pulling the tree with him and smirking.]
You're moving pretty fast, you know.
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Want me to stop?
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[He leans back, supporting himself on his elbows, and gives Tsuyu an "i dare you" sort of look. This is very different from his other experience (which is pretty much 100% being gently fawned over by Sakata), and much more up his alley. Even when he isn't expressing it through violence anymore, his preference still lies with the otherworldly -- the wild and rough, as it were.
That smug grin makes his spine tingle far more than any submissive flattery.]
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[It's the dare in Raikou's eyes that makes him leap ahead so far in his half-formed concepts of what he'd like to do. There's really no reason to take things slow, especially not given that challenge to meet.
So he draws back, sliding so he's on his hands and knees, and drops his head to lap enthusiastically at the peach stain on the cloth covering Raikou's lap, as if to clean it.]
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No but really, that's one way to get a very flustered face out of Raikou. Keep jumping ahead like that and he won't know how to handle it. For now though he just looks kind of stunned and quite flushed.]
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[He sounds a little breathless, but he isn't pulling away. He's putting on a smirk despite his flush, actually, and reaching down with one hand to muss Tsuyu's hair.]
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...that tsunmoe determined icon for this... now it's going to be ruined.
oh dear....
BJ face... as I like spam the same two icons a lot
ahaha ohgod tsunmoe BJ face.... as i ruin all of my icons...
I think this whinyface icon is going to become the porn icon for me...
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PICKING ICONS BLINDLY IS NOT A GOOD IDEA WHOOPS
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