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I can finally see that you're right there beside me

[So it's been awhile again. Since this shit anyway, I dunno how long. Weeks again? Things have really settled, too. It's slow going, but Raikou is getting better and better at this not being a giant douche thing. He stumbles often, and sometimes he gets frustrated and throws a bratty fit about it, but it's visible how hard he's trying. It's emotionally draining, in that it's endlessly tiring to push himself to change, and it's scary to feel like he's lost at sea as far as what to do and what to believe in. On the other hand, it's also immensely fulfilling -- because he's realised what it means to value something other than himself, and it's rather like waking up and seeing the world lit by sunshine for the first time. He's a little awed by everything, childishly, but it's nice.

And he's trying to do something nice right now, too. He's kind of a dumb noble about menial things, but he thinks that maybe Tsuyukusa would like it if he just tried out small nice gestures, so he's sneaking up behind him right now with a bowl of (rather messily) sliced peaches with sweet syrup drizzled (equally messily) over them, and a terribly amateur arrangement of flowers in a vase. HE MADE AN EFFORT OK.]

Hey, Tsuyukusa!

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Not particularly...

[He has to laugh a little, to dispel his own nervousness. There's still a part of him that expects Tsuyu to suddenly lash out and break his neck out of vengeance. He's not sure how he's gotten so little punishment (from Tsuyu at least), and this... turnabout is still sudden. His cheerful, playing attitude is winning out at the moment, but he's still a bit on edge.]

But you didn't expect this either.

[Tsuyu hazards a guess, absently, then finishes pulling the cloth aside and ducks his head quickly, ventures a lick along the inside of Raikou's upper thigh.

Shy he is definitely not.]

No, I didn't. Actually--

[Well he was going to say more, but he's cut off by his own gasp. Probably a good thing, since he would have ended up saying something stupid and ruining the moment.]

Actually, you are a tease.

[He just snickers and gives his opposite thigh the same treatment, then leaning in a little closer and ghosting warm breath over the only piece of cloth between him and his goal, at this point. His hands creep up to settle on Raikou's hips, while he's at it.]

What do you mean by that?

I mean that you're having altogether too much fun trying to make me squirm.

[It's pouty, but it's a teasing sort of pout. He's got to be a little defensive still, after all. It's hard to let loose, and it's very hard to let someone else have control. It isn't that he doesn't want to -- but an entire life of struggling to always always always be in control of his world at the cost of everyone else's well-being is a difficult habit to break.

After all, the only people who have ever really been in control of him are people who have hurt him, and the association of losing control = pain is something he's reinforced for himself in both directions for a very long time.]

[And then Tsuyukusa deigns not to answer that, instead making short work of Raikou's undergarment and then licking a hot stripe up the length of his cock.

It isn't so bad letting someone else take the reigns, is it? Tsuyu won't hurt him, not now, and he'd like to think Raikou knows that.]

[He knows. He really does, and that's why he's doing this at all. It's because he wants things to be different than they've always been. It's because he needs this undeserved affection from Tsuyukusa. But that doesn't make his heart race any less, and it doesn't stop him from clapping a hand over his own mouth to hide sound he makes in response to the spirit's tongue.]

[He wraps a hand around the base, starts working over every inch with his tongue in long, languid licks. Tsuyu's not hurrying, or risking anything, content to just taste Raikou and listen to his muffled reactions.]

[Well it's definitely getting reactions -- Raikou's not much quieter than Tsuyu himself in this position, and most of that is because he's still, somewhere in his head, hellbent on holding back. Tsuyu really does like to tease, and honestly he has mixed feelings about that. On the one hand, the slow, gradual progression gives him time to think about a lot of things he doesn't want to think about right now -- on the other, it's hard to think at all with that kind of attention trained on him.

He'd try another snarky remark, but he's pretty sure it'd end in complete failure at this point, so instead he just reflexively tries not to squirm.]

[And then Tsuyukusa's hands are pinning Raikou's hips down, holding him absolutely still. It's risky, what he's about to try, but if he's careful enough...

The moment he thinks it won't work, he'll back off, but for now he's pressing the edges of his teeth hard into the backs of his lips, opening his mouth and taking Raikou's tip in, carefully.]

[Oh if they're very careful it could work. If they're not that'd just be awkward and terrible for everyone involved in more ways than one.

It's working so far though, since Tsuyu's more than strong enough to hold him down even when his reaction is to jump a bit with shock. The movement only reaches his shoulders though, and it's accompanied by a very whiny rendition of Tsuyu's name.]

[He backs off instantly at what he takes as a protest, making a semi-questioning, semi-apologetic sound in the back of his throat as he peers up towards Raikou's face, eye worried.]

[He shakes his head a little, forcing a laugh. It's definitely not a protest, but he's still somewhat tense.]

Don't stop unless you're going to do something else.

...Oh.

[He tucks his teeth back behind his lips then, and ducks his head to take Raikou in again, this time deeper.]

[Oh yes, he is definitely biting down on his own knuckles right now. That's much better, and his face is about as red as it could ever get right now. Tsuyukusa can count himself lucky. There aren't many people who can say they've seen him make that kind of face.]

[Tsuyukusa can't see it right now, intent as he is on making this work, sliding more and more deep into his mouth with all the care in the world. But he can practically smell Raikou's reactions, and that's more than enough for him.

And then he's taken in a little too much, and lets out a little whining choking sound when Raikou's cock strikes the back of his throat, but doesn't pull away.]

[It's just awkward enough to make Raikou laugh again, and reach down to ruffle Tsuyu's hair. His voice is a breathy murmur, all full of amusement.]

You don't have to do this... There are other ways.

[He hums, starts to lift his head, to the point where only the tip is still in his mouth. Then he bobs back down, careful not to hit his throat again. Clearly Tsuyu has no intention of stopping just yet, other ways or not.]

[Well that works too. He's held down too well to push back right now, but he can still curl his fingers in the tree spirit's hair (not too tight), which he does. Since he's leaning on the other arm, though, that means there's nothing to muffle if he makes more noise -- which he is more than likely to do if Tsuyu keeps this up.]

[An appreciative moan at the feel of the human's fingers in his hair, and keep it up he does, carefully building a rythm with the bobbing of his head, dragging his tongue along Raikou's length when he can, and sucking too. Tsuyu's working it out, slowly but surely.]

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[Tsuyu's not too bad. It's plenty enough to get Raikou's breath sped up, anyway, and to draw out moans of his own. After a little while, though, he tugs at Tsuyu's hair to get his attention.]

You should quit unless this is as far as you want to go.

[He pulls his mouth off with a pop, then, and rests his forehead on Raikou's hip for a moment to catch his breath. That done with, he's rising up onto his knees and wriggling out of his clothes, then quickly crawling forward on his hands and knees, leaning down to kiss the human.]

[He's back to being a little smug by the time Tsuyu comes back, having watched the tree strip with unwavering attention. Funny, how this sort of thing had been a threat before -- an idle threat, but still a threat. Now it's just nice, and he's shrugging his peach-scented yukata off his own shoulders, too, so he's equally undressed when he wraps his arms around Tsuyukusa's neck to hold him in that kiss.

It's all about affection right now, after all. It isn't just hormones, it's establishing a positive connection, and staying close like this is the best way he knows to do that.]

[Tsuyu situates himself comfortably, shifting his weight so he can free up a hand to thread fingers into Raikou's hair, just feeling it. He angles his head, too, keeping their noses from bumping together when his balance changes.]

[His hair is pretty soft compared to Tsuyu's and Heihachi's. He doesn't do anything crazy to it, just keeps it cut short and thick and pin-straight. It's military-clean, but just long enough that it kind of adds to the deceptive young-attractive-innocent look -- the look that could easily convince people he isn't a seasoned murderer.]

I can finally see that you're right there beside me

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...that tsunmoe determined icon for this... now it's going to be ruined.

oh dear....

BJ face... as I like spam the same two icons a lot

ahaha ohgod tsunmoe BJ face.... as i ruin all of my icons...

I think this whinyface icon is going to become the porn icon for me...

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PICKING ICONS BLINDLY IS NOT A GOOD IDEA WHOOPS

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