How noble of you! Don't be mistaken - I'm infinitely grateful.
[though perhaps not in the way even Gilgamesh expects - having Tokiomi around as someone to challenge him is, unexpectedly, a rare delight, and he almost wishes his obstinate little familiar could hang around longer]
But it turns out pretty well, actually. They really do have different perspectives, and in the information gathering time before the battles start it works out quite well to help them figure out the most the fastest. They also get strangely used to each other, that first week of fiddling around.
Before he knows it, Tokiomi could easily call Gil a friend. That makes it a lot easier when the first encounter of the war ends in the display of a mad spirit that's way too familiar. Back home after the fact, Tokiomi paces the office, battling anger, nervousness, and hurt.]
[Deep down, he doesn't mean to be insufferable. He never truly meant to abandon those who loved him. There was just this void, something that needed to be plugged up with the presence of another human being.
Strangely, unexpectedly, it had proved to be Tokiomi.
Despite his outright lack of cooperation and his stuffy ways, Gilgamesh could say he actually enjoyed the time spent with his Servant, carefully analyzing what information they had and using it to plan something greater.
So now seeing his servant ruffled almost scares Gilgamesh, and for the first time in a long while, he stood from his seat in the library and moved to calm Tokiomi]
[It's the person he wanted to see least of all. Someone he once loved dearly, someone he learned to loathe, but who, in his last moments, he knew loathed him back for the exact same reason. They'd betrayed each other. When they were angry, it was easy to act as if it was one sided, but when Tokiomi was alone, watching his own life bleed out of him, he'd had to recognise that it was mutual.
That's partly why he's here. He wants to prove to himself that all they did and all they lost was worth it. So why...?
He stops in front of the desk, slamming his fist into the side of it in an unusual fit of emotion.]
Oh, trust me, I wouldn't forgive you either! It would be an insult to lose to such a... what was that word you used? An inelegant opponent. I had no idea the Matou family was so disgusting.
I don't doubt that, but it hardly matters now, right? I think I'll allow some other Servant to handle him. I don't want to be touched by one of those vermin again.
And we have the advantage - you know him well, don't you? We have leverage that the mad Servant does not and his Master strikes me as unremarkable. As long as we plan and remain resolute, I foresee little trouble.
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[though perhaps not in the way even Gilgamesh expects - having Tokiomi around as someone to challenge him is, unexpectedly, a rare delight, and he almost wishes his obstinate little familiar could hang around longer]
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[for now, he's going to sparkle out.
But it turns out pretty well, actually. They really do have different perspectives, and in the information gathering time before the battles start it works out quite well to help them figure out the most the fastest. They also get strangely used to each other, that first week of fiddling around.
Before he knows it, Tokiomi could easily call Gil a friend. That makes it a lot easier when the first encounter of the war ends in the display of a mad spirit that's way too familiar. Back home after the fact, Tokiomi paces the office, battling anger, nervousness, and hurt.]
Of all people...
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Strangely, unexpectedly, it had proved to be Tokiomi.
Despite his outright lack of cooperation and his stuffy ways, Gilgamesh could say he actually enjoyed the time spent with his Servant, carefully analyzing what information they had and using it to plan something greater.
So now seeing his servant ruffled almost scares Gilgamesh, and for the first time in a long while, he stood from his seat in the library and moved to calm Tokiomi]
...so you two are familiar.
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[It's the person he wanted to see least of all. Someone he once loved dearly, someone he learned to loathe, but who, in his last moments, he knew loathed him back for the exact same reason. They'd betrayed each other. When they were angry, it was easy to act as if it was one sided, but when Tokiomi was alone, watching his own life bleed out of him, he'd had to recognise that it was mutual.
That's partly why he's here. He wants to prove to himself that all they did and all they lost was worth it. So why...?
He stops in front of the desk, slamming his fist into the side of it in an unusual fit of emotion.]
Why is he here?!
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[He doesn't mean to sound cold, but comfort isn't his forte.]
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[It's cruel. And it hurts.]
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[He reaches over to place his hand on Tokiomi's - the contact is self assured but somehow awkward nevertheless.
Still -- somewhere along the line, Gilgamesh assented to regarding Tokiomi not only as competent, but worthy of the word "our."]
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[That's not just for himself anymore. Not just for Rin and Sakura, either. It's for the Master who's relying him, right here.]
If I can't do that, I won't be able to forgive either of us.
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He's not sure he wants to leave Kariya to someone else, and he's definitely sure that Kariya won't want to be left.]
...
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What a pity. Then he dies first, I suppose.
[Anything to get rid of the bugs tbh]
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Right...
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And we have the advantage - you know him well, don't you? We have leverage that the mad Servant does not and his Master strikes me as unremarkable. As long as we plan and remain resolute, I foresee little trouble.
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O-of course. We're the strongest team, so there's no question.
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[right??? what do I do now]
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[Awkward? Sorta.
Completely sincere? Of course. Gil doesn't know how to not speak of his mind, really.]
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