TRAINWRECK AU MASTER POST

[didnteventry]

[FOR THIS THING YEAH.]

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[disenfranchised]

[ having spent his life thus far trying to avoid that room and them, it was all just a little too much to handle at once. shinji would rather puke his guts out than toss and turn over nausea, which is what he mentally tells himself while he cups his hands under the sink and takes a drink of water, begging his gag reflex not to come back. he steps back out into the hall way, dragging his forearm across his mouth.

ah.
it's byakuya.

shinji's eyes widen a moment, before he scowls. ]

[didnteventry]

[He's telling himself that Shinji couldn't really have been there. It was just his imagination, so there's no reason to address what happened.

Obviously Shinji's just making that face because he always makes that face.]

...Hi.

[disenfranchised]

[ he clutches at his stomach a little, clearing his throat.
god, he's just. so fucking mad. ]

"Hi". That's it?

[didnteventry]

Why would it be anything else?

[disenfranchised]

YOU KNOW WHY -- [ he grimaces. ]

I-I know you saw it, too! You had to!

[didnteventry]

[... Well damn. He was hoping it really was just "dream Shinji".]

It was just a dream.

[disenfranchised]

Well, why did I have to be there?

[didnteventry]

I don't know! I didn't do it on purpose!

[disenfranchised]

[ he wraps his arms around himself, obviously uncomfortable. ]

Well, figure out how it happened!
So you can keep it from happening ever again!

[didnteventry]

Oh shut up. It's not something I can control, I'll guarantee you.

[disenfranchised]

After having to deal with that shit, you don't get to tell me to shut up!

[didnteventry]

Oh yeah, 'cause I had tons of fun in there.

[disenfranchised]

I TRIED TO HELP YOU.

[didnteventry]

And I died so you wouldn't have to!

[disenfranchised]

[ JUST... RECOILS... ]

[didnteventry]

[grumblesss]

It's dream dying anyway. I've done it a thousand times.

[disenfranchised]

W-well, I've never seen anything like that before, okay.

[didnteventry]

Hopefully you won't again.

[disenfranchised]

You really die a lot in your dreams?

[didnteventry]

Mm. It's making up for refusing to die yet in real life, I guess.

[disenfranchised]

Your subconscious is really fucked up.

[didnteventry]

I can just go die right now if you want.

[disenfranchised]

Ugh, y-you're just fucked up! Don't say shit like that, god!

[didnteventry]

Why not? If you don't watch it you're going to sound like you give a shit.

[disenfranchised]

If you actually want to kill yourself, just do it! Don't use me to validate it, you coward.