TRAINWRECK AU MASTER POST

[didnteventry]

[FOR THIS THING YEAH.]

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[didnteventry]

[grumblesss]

It's dream dying anyway. I've done it a thousand times.

[disenfranchised]

W-well, I've never seen anything like that before, okay.

[didnteventry]

Hopefully you won't again.

[disenfranchised]

You really die a lot in your dreams?

[didnteventry]

Mm. It's making up for refusing to die yet in real life, I guess.

[disenfranchised]

Your subconscious is really fucked up.

[didnteventry]

I can just go die right now if you want.

[disenfranchised]

Ugh, y-you're just fucked up! Don't say shit like that, god!

[didnteventry]

Why not? If you don't watch it you're going to sound like you give a shit.

[disenfranchised]

If you actually want to kill yourself, just do it! Don't use me to validate it, you coward.

[didnteventry]

That's a thought.

[looks as if he is seriously considering this option -- also as if it hadn't actually occurred to him before this point]

[disenfranchised]

[ he grunts again, too irritated and flustered to think of anything quick or witty -- ] G-god, you're such an asshole.

[ to think he was actually feeling concern for you. ]

[didnteventry]

Yeah, you say that every day.

How about we just don't talk about this?

[disenfranchised]

W-well, it happened and I don't know why, so I thought bringing it up was necessary.

[didnteventry]

I don't know why either. So that's that, unless you have to ask more questions about the content.

[disenfranchised]

[ byakuya was super good at shutting down conversation in the most awkward ways possible. ] Ah -- th-that was fairly self-explanatory. I think...

[ but now he's second guessing it. ]

[didnteventry]

[Byakuya is a master of human communication.]

You think?

[disenfranchised]

[ he folds his arms defensively. ] Well! I mean. I used to be afraid of getting locked in the basement -- ! [ that's a lie. he's still afraid of that, but no one needs to know he's this paranoid. ] Wh-when I was a kid and stuff.

[didnteventry]

And...? You have nightmares about that?

[disenfranchised]

I used to. [ nightmares are less frequent when sharing a bed with shirou. usually he's too exhausted to even dream, which is exactly how he prefers it. ]

[didnteventry]

Well good for you that you don't now. How does that have anything to do with mine?

[disenfranchised]

Because that room is fucking nightmare fuel, why wouldn't any of us dream about it? [ shinji doesn't know he's only skimming the surface, here. ]

[didnteventry]

Right. So I do.

[disenfranchised]

Fine. That's it? Okay.

[didnteventry]

What else did you want me to say? You're not even making sense!