TRAINWRECK AU MASTER POST

[didnteventry]

[FOR THIS THING YEAH.]

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[didnteventry]

Why would it be anything else?

[disenfranchised]

YOU KNOW WHY -- [ he grimaces. ]

I-I know you saw it, too! You had to!

[didnteventry]

[... Well damn. He was hoping it really was just "dream Shinji".]

It was just a dream.

[disenfranchised]

Well, why did I have to be there?

[didnteventry]

I don't know! I didn't do it on purpose!

[disenfranchised]

[ he wraps his arms around himself, obviously uncomfortable. ]

Well, figure out how it happened!
So you can keep it from happening ever again!

[didnteventry]

Oh shut up. It's not something I can control, I'll guarantee you.

[disenfranchised]

After having to deal with that shit, you don't get to tell me to shut up!

[didnteventry]

Oh yeah, 'cause I had tons of fun in there.

[disenfranchised]

I TRIED TO HELP YOU.

[didnteventry]

And I died so you wouldn't have to!

[disenfranchised]

[ JUST... RECOILS... ]

[didnteventry]

[grumblesss]

It's dream dying anyway. I've done it a thousand times.

[disenfranchised]

W-well, I've never seen anything like that before, okay.

[didnteventry]

Hopefully you won't again.

[disenfranchised]

You really die a lot in your dreams?

[didnteventry]

Mm. It's making up for refusing to die yet in real life, I guess.

[disenfranchised]

Your subconscious is really fucked up.

[didnteventry]

I can just go die right now if you want.

[disenfranchised]

Ugh, y-you're just fucked up! Don't say shit like that, god!

[didnteventry]

Why not? If you don't watch it you're going to sound like you give a shit.

[disenfranchised]

If you actually want to kill yourself, just do it! Don't use me to validate it, you coward.

[didnteventry]

That's a thought.

[looks as if he is seriously considering this option -- also as if it hadn't actually occurred to him before this point]

[disenfranchised]

[ he grunts again, too irritated and flustered to think of anything quick or witty -- ] G-god, you're such an asshole.

[ to think he was actually feeling concern for you. ]

[didnteventry]

Yeah, you say that every day.

How about we just don't talk about this?