YAN-PARA au master post

[earthflames]

WHAT IT SAYS ON THE BOX.

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[plotarmor]

[....suddenly...not escaping]

It's not like that and you know it.

[partyintheback]

Isn't it? You fear your own lack of knowledge and the potential of vulnerability. Your bravery cannot withstand the thought of someone else seeing you caught by unfamiliar sensation, and so you flee from pleasure. If you're such a coward in the face of this, my heart aches for you when you meet something actually frightening.

[plotarmor]

[N.....O??? BUT MAYBE YES? BUT STOP CONFUSING ME???]

Maybe it's true that I'm naive... but I'm no coward. Kiritsugu taught me better than that.

[Spoiler: he's not even thinking of this in terms of getting Kotomine-banged, but his hero senses are flaring up]

[partyintheback]

Oh? Then why do you run from your own body?

[plotarmor]

I'm not!

[partyintheback]

Aren't you?

[plotarmor]

[He gives relaxing a shot, settling against Kirei]

Not anymore.

[partyintheback]

[oh good.

resting his chin on Shirou's shoulder then.]

I see. You'll accept your body, then?

[plotarmor]

Y-Yeah...

[DOES NOT UNDERSTAND THE DIFFERENCE...so saying yes is okay, right?]

[partyintheback]

Good.

[Totally okay. It means Kirei's putting an arm back around your waist and letting the other trail across your thigh. ;)]

[plotarmor]

[DEEP BREATH SHIROU, WE CAN HANDLE....WHATEVER WEIRD FEELING THAT LEAVES BEHIND. He frowns, watching Kirei's hands. And fuck, there are still no pants WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN AGAIN?]

[partyintheback]

[You don't need pants. Just Kirei's hand sliiiding down to your knee, and his lips brushing your neck.]

[plotarmor]

H-Hey, that tickles!

[sort of swats at him stahp]

[partyintheback]

[chuckles, and tries nipping as his neck instead. His hand stays on Shirou's knee, but the other is beginning to get under his shirt.]

[plotarmor]

[Okay, well...that actually. Actually feels pretty good???????

Though he frowns and tries to turn to look up at Kirei]

What am I supposed to do, anyways?

[partyintheback]

What do you want to do? Would you rather take a passive role or be bold?

[plotarmor]

Ah... Bold?

[partyintheback]

Then you'll have to start working for it. For now, it's no different than with a woman.

[plotarmor]

[It's hard to pretend Kirei's a woman - doubly so when he's really only thought very hard about sleeping with a girl in the first place.

He turns to face Kirei, clearly focusing rather hard on not fucking it up, and fumbles with the buttons on his shirt]

[partyintheback]

[Smirking, but letting Shirou figure it out for the moment.]

[plotarmor]

Don't just sit there making that face at me! I have no idea what I'm doing!

[it's easier to admit when you're panicked, somehow. He tries to push Kirei's shirt away but he missed a button and makes a frustrated noise when he realizes that]

[partyintheback]

So I see.

[That earns another chuckle, and Kirei puts his hands over Shirou's, helping him with that last button and leaning in for a kiss at the same time.]

[plotarmor]

[He's supposed to be bold, right? Right. So he kisses Kirei back roughly, clumsily, trying to fake some understanding of this that he completely lacks.

And it shows]

[partyintheback]

[That's just fine with Kirei. He lets Shirou dominate the kiss with force, but is more than experienced enough to guide it without overtaking. And meanwhile, his fingers can walk their way up Shirou's back, under his shirt.]

[plotarmor]

[Kirei's....not complaining and not pushing him off, so we're good, right? Right. Totally. YE--

WHOA HAND TOUCHING TICKLES WHOA HI, he pulls back and stares at Kirei, startled]