YAN-PARA au master post

[earthflames]

WHAT IT SAYS ON THE BOX.

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[erank]

Whoa, no-- What are you--?

[Uggghhhhh going to help Diarmuid back into bed oh god what happen]

C'mon, back into bed.

[beautymark]

[no he doesn't want to! he's just going to sit on the floor stubbornly]

Stop talking to me like I'm stupid!

[erank]

I'm not! You just need to get back into bed because you're still fucked up!

[beautymark]

I can handle pain! Why did you drug me?!

[erank]

[Ugh, FINE]

Because you kept freaking out and trying to get at people! You wouldn't let us help you or get near you!

[beautymark]

[Oh.

Well now he just feels guilty.]

...but... I don't remember that.

[erank]

[...oh. 8( Maybe the yelling was a bit much?]

Dunno about that. You hit your head, and you were kinda far gone.

[he pauses]

Kirei really fucked you up.

[beautymark]

He was strong...

[He may not remember, but he has the nagging, taunting thought that he's not remembering on purpose, and that makes him nervous. Pain shouldn't do that. There has to have been something else to throw him so far off.]

[erank]

Had to have been to do what he did...

[still trying to drag Diarmuid back into bed]

Not letting the kid wander around by himself for a while, that's for sure.

[beautymark]

[fiiine reluctantly getting back in bed]

Shirou's an idiot.

[erank]

Yeah, tell me about it. We're thinking about hanging him upside down from the ceiling for a while.

[beautymark]

I should break his leg.

[because mine hurts and I'm allowed to be 10 about it!]

[erank]

[a pause to consider: are we mature, or are we annoyed and also 10?

The latter, most likely]

Yeah, no one would stop you there, just make it quick and don't hurt yourself.

[beautymark]

As soon as I can walk.

[right now huddling in the blankets sounds better]

[erank]

[Cu pulls his chair up and settles back in, clearly relieved at Diarmuid's improving mood]

Take all the time you need, man

[beautymark]

[I am cold, nauseous, and in pain. Also having weird hallucinations as usual.

WAT NOW:

> give into urge to hide from the flying mullets
> forget what's going on and try to get up and go beat up Shirou
> turn into a blanket lump and soak up Cu's attention

It's not too hard a choice. ]

[erank]

[8( baw... he can't put on a finger on why he always makes a point to worry about Diarmuid. Stop self, dat's gay.]

That comfy?

[beautymark]

I still feel sick. And I don't like forgetting things.

[curling up around a pillow and letting the blankets muffle his voice]

[erank]

...you sure you want to remember everything, though?

[beautymark]

No. If I forgot it must have been bad. But if I just forget things I don't want to think about, I'm afraid I'll get even more lost than usual...

[erank]

It's not something the real you would have done, anyways.

[a shrug]

Just think about being yourself. That's enough, isn't it?

[beautymark]

It isn't like there's a "real" me and a "fake" me, Cu...

[erank]

[aauuaaaaaugggh D8]

You know what I mean!

[beautymark]

It sounds like you're still in denial that I'm ruined.

[erank]

It's hard to forget that you stabbed me...

[he frowns, shoving his hands into his pockets]

I just want to think about good stuff, too.