Isn't it? You fear your own lack of knowledge and the potential of vulnerability. Your bravery cannot withstand the thought of someone else seeing you caught by unfamiliar sensation, and so you flee from pleasure. If you're such a coward in the face of this, my heart aches for you when you meet something actually frightening.
[DEEP BREATH SHIROU, WE CAN HANDLE....WHATEVER WEIRD FEELING THAT LEAVES BEHIND. He frowns, watching Kirei's hands. And fuck, there are still no pants WHEN DID THAT HAPPEN AGAIN?]
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But it's coming from you!
[I mean okay Kirei seems like an okay dude but also a dude (maybe????) and wow this is weird and also no]
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he's got nothing.]
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[No let go going to shove at Kirei's arms again and STOP CONFUSING HIM god damn]
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I want you to be into it, after all.]
So you would rather remain childishly ignorant? A shame. I'd hate to tell your brother how easily frightened you are.
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It's not like that and you know it.
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Maybe it's true that I'm naive... but I'm no coward. Kiritsugu taught me better than that.
[Spoiler: he's not even thinking of this in terms of getting Kotomine-banged, but his hero senses are flaring up]
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Not anymore.
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resting his chin on Shirou's shoulder then.]
I see. You'll accept your body, then?
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[DOES NOT UNDERSTAND THE DIFFERENCE...so saying yes is okay, right?]
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[Totally okay. It means Kirei's putting an arm back around your waist and letting the other trail across your thigh. ;)]
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[sort of swats at him stahp]
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Though he frowns and tries to turn to look up at Kirei]
What am I supposed to do, anyways?
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