Well, there it goes. Everything clicks into place when there's no further reason to argue. He's happier than he can possibly describe, of course. But he's also full of sorrow, at the fact that they had to get second lives and fight in the first place. He's still shaken from being so frightened earlier too, and from the memory of one death he never properly coped with and another he didn't get the chance to.
So he's happy, but when it settles in his mind that he's safe, really safe, away from the wars and the magic and everything else that hounded him (and them) before, and that he gets Gil to go with that safety, there's just too much emotion to do anything but drop his face into his hands and burst into tears.]
You'll find most inhibitions vanish with experience.
[There's a glimmer of a tsunpout, though -- he'd rather not recall any point in time, in this life or the last, where he was shy about kissing of all things.]
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Well, there it goes. Everything clicks into place when there's no further reason to argue. He's happier than he can possibly describe, of course. But he's also full of sorrow, at the fact that they had to get second lives and fight in the first place. He's still shaken from being so frightened earlier too, and from the memory of one death he never properly coped with and another he didn't get the chance to.
So he's happy, but when it settles in his mind that he's safe, really safe, away from the wars and the magic and everything else that hounded him (and them) before, and that he gets Gil to go with that safety, there's just too much emotion to do anything but drop his face into his hands and burst into tears.]
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What's the matter now?
[A-ATTEMPTS TO NUDGE....]
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Crying into Gil's chest. Yep. He's just going to hold on now.]
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Have I upset you again?
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No, I-- It just... It hurt, and-- all this time, I just wanted this...
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[emotions. what are they??? he doesn't fucking know. Is he supposed to like.... do something now?]
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[caaalm down and wipe your eyes, self]
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[h-headpat?]
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You're such an arrogant brat...
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[well. no, no he wouldn't. not really.]
...You've really gotten less shy, haven't you?
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[There's a glimmer of a tsunpout, though -- he'd rather not recall any point in time, in this life or the last, where he was shy about kissing of all things.]
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You say that as though it's a problem! Quite the opposite, I'm always eager to teach. It makes the experience more satisfying.
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pick up a pillow and mash it into your face]
Honestly!
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[He parrots Tokiomi and shoves the pillow back at him]
I'm being quite honest!
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[and this is really, truly dissolving into pillow wrestling]
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I'm comfortable, there's a difference!
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