That's fine. If there's anywhere we'd disappear, it's there.
[And of course they have to disappear. They can't afford to be even a blip in the static of the city. They have to stay out of mind, at least until this war is over with.]
Exactly. Once we get there... we'll figure it out. [ adjusting his bag over his shoulder, they step off the bus and into a new station. it's a bit colder; windier and shinji's breath hangs momentarily in the air. buying the tickets is relatively easy again. "why are you boys traveling so late?" the woman at the counter asks with some level of concern. " we're coming home from school to visit our mother. it's a surprise for her birthday, so we want to be there by the morning. " shinji offers easily without any hesitation. and they take their tickets and head to the corresponding platform. they stand on the opposite side of a lamp post. ]
[It was warm, at the house. He didn't think to bring anything heavy, and it wouldn't have fit in his bag if he had. With this kind of chill, though, he wishes he'd thought to carry something.]
The capital is closer to the ocean, so it'll be colder. [ but they didn't know where they were going when they left. ]
We can share mine for now. [ it was just a precaution, really. thankfully they would be on the train overnight. it would just be a matter of finding shelter before the next nightfall. shinji definitely had enough money for one or two night's stay at a motel or hostel, but after that it'd be gone. ]
I was just thinking out loud. [ he tries to cover, not really wanting to hear it if he accidentally makes byakuya freak out more than he potentially already is. he never knows what will set him off, honestly. and he can't shake the vision of him earlier with an expression so full of fear. ]
It's a big city. I read their newspaper on Sundays. It should be okay there, I think. [ and with that thought, the train starts to pull up. ]
[He goes for the train immediately, still feeling rushed. He has a feeling that he'll always feel rushed, no matter how far they go or how long they're away. Even fifty years from now, he'll definitely always be waiting to hear the bugs in the walls.]
Maybe... I guess it's good I was useless this time.
[ shinji obstinately walks to his own pace, regardless what the atmosphere dictates. even when he's being silently crushed by said atmosphere, even. byakuya, on the other hand... his tension is palpable. always. just being around it stresses shinji out for reasons he doesn't understand.
the train is a lot cozier than the bus, and shinji suspects it will be a nice & uneventful ride. though longer, so he thinks maybe he ought to keep a closer eye on his brother. it he started freaking out, it'd be bad if people started asking questions. so he takes the seat next to him, book already on his lap. he doesn't really respond to that comment right away aside from a short exhale, briefly closing his eyes. ]
It will be. Trust me. [ not that he's ever given you a real reason to or anything. ]
[That's just fact. He can say he trusts Shinji, but it won't change anything. Shinji's more clueless than Byakuya, so it would be stupid to calm his nerves because his brother said so.
Still, he finds himself huddling against his side, closer than he generally gets. It's dumb, but he'd really like to believe that someone's going to make everything okay for once.]
[ okay, that ruffles his feathers a little. posture straightening, he grumbles. but he doesn't flinch, even with byakuya leaning against him in direct violation of the personal space act. rather than doing that, he forces a wash of calm over himself. he's a collected individual who knows so much more than everyone, but especially more than you, byakuya. ]
Hmph. I'll show you. When we get there, I'll show you.
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[And of course they have to disappear. They can't afford to be even a blip in the static of the city. They have to stay out of mind, at least until this war is over with.]
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Once we get there... we'll figure it out. [ adjusting his bag over his shoulder, they step off the bus and into a new station. it's a bit colder; windier and shinji's breath hangs momentarily in the air. buying the tickets is relatively easy again. "why are you boys traveling so late?" the woman at the counter asks with some level of concern. " we're coming home from school to visit our mother. it's a surprise for her birthday, so we want to be there by the morning. " shinji offers easily without any hesitation. and they take their tickets and head to the corresponding platform. they stand on the opposite side of a lamp post. ]
Hey.
Did you bring a coat?
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[It was warm, at the house. He didn't think to bring anything heavy, and it wouldn't have fit in his bag if he had. With this kind of chill, though, he wishes he'd thought to carry something.]
What about you?
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We can share mine for now. [ it was just a precaution, really. thankfully they would be on the train overnight. it would just be a matter of finding shelter before the next nightfall. shinji definitely had enough money for one or two night's stay at a motel or hostel, but after that it'd be gone. ]
I was just thinking out loud. [ he tries to cover, not really wanting to hear it if he accidentally makes byakuya freak out more than he potentially already is. he never knows what will set him off, honestly. and he can't shake the vision of him earlier with an expression so full of fear. ]
It's a big city. I read their newspaper on Sundays. It should be okay there, I think. [ and with that thought, the train starts to pull up. ]
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Maybe... I guess it's good I was useless this time.
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the train is a lot cozier than the bus, and shinji suspects it will be a nice & uneventful ride. though longer, so he thinks maybe he ought to keep a closer eye on his brother. it he started freaking out, it'd be bad if people started asking questions. so he takes the seat next to him, book already on his lap. he doesn't really respond to that comment right away aside from a short exhale, briefly closing his eyes. ]
It will be. Trust me. [ not that he's ever given you a real reason to or anything. ]
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[That's just fact. He can say he trusts Shinji, but it won't change anything. Shinji's more clueless than Byakuya, so it would be stupid to calm his nerves because his brother said so.
Still, he finds himself huddling against his side, closer than he generally gets. It's dumb, but he'd really like to believe that someone's going to make everything okay for once.]
But... Thanks.
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Hmph. I'll show you.
When we get there, I'll show you.