COLLEGE AU MASTER POST

[tosshi]

yeah keeping it all to one post!

content warning for a lot of sexual and/or violent stuff just like this whole musebox.

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[unhallowed]

That's very entitled of you. Do you normally force yourself on people?

[He can't block the way his cheeks are getting just the slightest hint of colour, but his voice is still flat and his expression as much so. He's refusing to react, rather than reacting how he'd like to.]

[whoreofbabylon]

I haven't had the chance. You're the only one who claims to have no interest.

[A nip, a chuckle]

But you're having fun too, aren't you?

[unhallowed]

But you would if I denied you now?

[Still holding in any reaction -- though the corners of his lips twitch a bit. Yes, Gilgamesh is a truly terrible person... and Kirei is at once excited by this and disgusted by his own thrill.]

[whoreofbabylon]

That's why I followed you here. Ah....don't tell me. Kirei, is that what you want?

[unhallowed]

If I wanted you to force it, it wouldn't really be forced.

[whoreofbabylon]

It's called playing rough.

[unhallowed]

[ True, but that's a bit opposite of his fantasy...

But he's also sick of arguing, so after a moment he turns and grabs the front of Gil's shirt to tug him in for a kiss. ]

[whoreofbabylon]

[He's pulled forward suddenly, and he leans into the other man's body, kissing him back lazily. If Kirei wants more, he'll have to ask -- Gilgamesh is determined, but not enough to give himself in to Kirei entirely. He'll string him along, make him want it the way everyone else always wants it.]

[unhallowed]

[Once he's started, he's not inclined to stop. Something in Kirei snaps the moment he's tasted Gilgamesh's lips, and he goes from hesitant and cold to aggressive in a split second.

He's got no experience, so he's clumsy, but even so it seems much more that he's the one doing the taking for the moment.]

[whoreofbabylon]

[He finds the clumsy eagerness fascinating, and for the moment he'll let Kirei do all the taking he wants - How much is pent up, Gilgamesh wonders. How far will Kirei go before he tries to restrain himself again?

He speaks against Kirei's lips when they both pause for breath, and his voice is low and self satisfied]

So there was plenty that you were holding back...how exciting.

[endureditall]

[When Takaya steps back, Kariya jumps a bit as he snaps out of that possessive mood. He gives the books left on the bed a worried glance, then turns to his twin]

Still not done reading, though--

[unhallowed]

[There's more held back than this current situation could even begin to reveal, but Kirei's not interested in talking about it. He's not embarrassed, per say, but there's a distinct itch and the worry that his father will find out about things, so he won't spill every secret right away.

What he will do is clamp a hand over Gilgamesh's mouth, and keep his eyes lowered as he goes to pull him into his bedroom.]

[ohbugger]

Tomorrow.

[Taking Kariya's hand, he gently pulls him along. It's obvious enough whose bed is whose, so he'll just take those books and stack them on the desk, then sit on the edge of the bed and pat the space next to him.]

I'll even help you study.

[whoreofbabylon]

[The situation just keeps getting better and better, and Gilgamesh happily follows Kirei to bed.

He's already decided that Kirei is his new favorite. He's fucked plenty of people, made plenty of friends with benefits, but no one has been as fun to unravel as Kirei has been. There's nothing more satisfying than watching Kirei give in all at once. There's more, Gilgamesh can tell, and he wants to see it, wants to see how much he can draw out and experience]

[endureditall]

[Kariya gives a bit of a sigh and plunks down next to Takaya with an exasperated smile. He can't argue against bed too much - he's exhausted, and sleep hasn't been easy lately. If he could curl up beside his twin, maybe that would change.]

I guess.

[unhallowed]

[There's so much more he could give in to right now. His head is swimming with visions of sex and blood and fire and screaming, and to prevent the rest he's decided to focus on what's least harmless. He can repent for sex, even homosexual sex. He's not sure he could ever come back once he's crossed those other lines.

The bed is, of course, perfectly made. The entire room is austere, organized simply and efficiently just like Kirei himself. It's not a room anyone's partied in, or that anyone's slept around in. It's clean and plain and perfect -- except the few and far between tiny, dark droplet stains in the carpet.]

[ohbugger]

[He takes his jacket off once Kariya's sitting down, tossing it over the back of the desk chair. His shoes and socks follow, and then he puts an arm around his brother's shoulder and lets himself fall sideways onto the bed, dragging Kariya with him. It's playful and affectionate, something to remind them of days passed (and not even that long ago).]

Get some rest, Kariya. We'll be okay.

[And for now he'll hold his twin close, ruffle his hair, and try to rest.]

[endureditall]

[He snuggles close, fingers gripping at Takaya's shirt - he doesn't expect to really sleep much. He never does anymore, it's just one of those things that never seems to work out between the insomnia and the night terrors and the nausea from exhaustion or medication. But his brother is warm, comfortable, safe, and before long he manages to fall sound asleep]

[whoreofbabylon]

[Clean, perfect, and boring. Once inside, Gilgamesh brushes Kirei's hands away and he leaps onto the bed, shoes and all, like he's five. He wants to rumple the sheets and lay across the pillow and leave his presence all over the room in his own, possessive way. He rolls over, grinning up at Kirei]

Well?

[unhallowed]

[Seeing things messed up makes Kirei feel a strange itch -- it's annoying, maybe, and also exciting. He doesn't know where to go from here, though, and it shows in the way his brows furrow just slightly.]

...

[ohbugger]

[He's thinking too much to get good sleep. This is all so much crazier than he thought it'd be, and he stays in a fitful dose, dreaming of everything that must have gone wrong.

In the morning he slips out of bed, careful not to wake Kariya. There's not much in the kitchen and he isn't sure what belongs to who, so after a few minutes' consideration he decides to head out and get groceries. He's back in an hour or so, in a slightly better mood than he woke up.]

[endureditall]

[When Kariya wakes up, he's alone in the room. He doesn't take it well.

Before he thinks to call his brother or check for a note, he dissolves into a panicked rage, screaming as he slams a fist into the wall, cracking the plaster and his own thumb. Of course Takaya left, of course, he didn't know what he had been walking in to, he'd seen the condition Kariya was in, who would want to hang around and watch him waste away? No one. Of course. He'd lied about staying, and when Kariya thinks about what an idiot he was for believing it, he laughs and laughs until he's out of breath, curled on the floor and coughing up blood.]

[whoreofbabylon]

Kirei...

[He gets up, sitting on his knees and reaching up to grab his wrist]

Don't tell me you're getting shy now.

[ohbugger]

[He hears the coughing the minute the door opens, and he panics. The groceries are dropped, milk spilling all over the floor, and the door is slammed shut behind him.

He doesn't stop to clean up before he runs for Kariya. It's as bad as he'd dreamed, it looks like. It isn't okay. His brother's blood is spattered on the floor, and Takaya feels his chest tighten painfully as he drops to his knees and puts his hands on Kariya's shoulders.]

H-Hey, Kariya! Are you okay-- No, you're not-- Should I call an ambulance?

[unhallowed]

[Shy, no. Confused, hesitant, unsure -- yes. He frowns a bit, but doesn't pull away.]

This is highly immoral, Gilgamesh.