[Why are you so physical it's weirdly uncomfortable. But he leans forward to look down at Kida.]

It means it didn't go away while you were holding it together. Stuff like that builds up. I've seen it a lot; it's like steam bursting a pipe only with people. If there's no outlet something gives eventually but it's a mess. So it's better to have an outlet...

If it's coming out when you're relaxed, does that mean you're willing to make me that outlet?