[For a few moments, he just stares at Mikado. The look on his face is honestly... Well, he looks a little betrayed.
Why would he do that, without telling him? He said why, but-- It's not a good reason. That's something too big to do on his own. Too important to do behind his back. Especially when it's--
The thing is, Mikado is right. More, if Mikado is able to cure him, he'll need to be able to get back to normal for good. He's got a lot ahead of him, and he can't just collapse, no matter how much he wants to. He doesn't have a choice.
It feels like he's trapped. There used to be so much freedom in who he was, but now... Now he feels like something broken, being held up and moved by puppet strings. It's hard to breathe.
But he doesn't have a choice, so he only lets himself look hurt for another moment, before he switches to a tired smile.]
Ah... I guess you're right. It's about time I get it together.
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Why would he do that, without telling him? He said why, but-- It's not a good reason. That's something too big to do on his own. Too important to do behind his back. Especially when it's--
The thing is, Mikado is right. More, if Mikado is able to cure him, he'll need to be able to get back to normal for good. He's got a lot ahead of him, and he can't just collapse, no matter how much he wants to. He doesn't have a choice.
It feels like he's trapped. There used to be so much freedom in who he was, but now... Now he feels like something broken, being held up and moved by puppet strings. It's hard to breathe.
But he doesn't have a choice, so he only lets himself look hurt for another moment, before he switches to a tired smile.]
Ah... I guess you're right. It's about time I get it together.