Okay.

...Okay. When we were little, I used to save you from bullies. You remember that, right? Right. But. Really, you saved me a lot more. 'Cause there was someone who liked me, and thought I was cool, even when I was really lame. And then I lost you for awhile, and I did some bad stuff, and when I was at the bottom we found each other, and just by... by talking to me, and wanting to come to school with me, you saved me all over again. And then everything happened, and I had to make myself stop thinking about you or I'd miss you so much I just... I couldn't breathe, sometimes. And now here I am, hopeless again, and scared, and you-- You let yourself be stupid, because you like me. And I realized after I got sick that maybe-- m-maybe that means it's not hopeless, and at the least, I know you won't let that guy... do what he wants to me. So you know. We haven't planned anything yet. 'Cause I'm really too s-scared to talk about it all. But, like always, you saved me...

So if I really just want to kiss you all night, it's 'cause you're so-- so dumb and messed up and a stuck-up nerd but you're so... important. Okay?