[Oh god did not expect this. Luckily for Kiritsugu (and perhaps Gilgamesh as well), the alcohol is beginning to smooth over his nerves and make him somewhat more agreeable.]

Ten years ago he managed to impress my younger self. I was summoned back to this era with those memories, and I cannot say I understand them but they lead to a frustrating attachment. Sometimes I'm surprised by it myself.

[Surprised and yet calmed by the thought, judging from his expression.]

I'm almost ashamed that I can't help but acknowledge him.