[He feels guilty. But he feels guilty because he doesn't feel guilty, as it were. He doesn't feel like what he did was undeserved, but he feels like he probably ought to and being in trouble is painful and no little bit terrifying.

So by now he's curled in a ball in the corner, anxious and twitchy and seeing more things than usual. He tries to look up and focus on Cu, but he can't keep his eyes in one place unless he closes them so it doesn't work out too well.]

He kept defending that man. Saying he's a good person...