[He grabs at Cu's arms, but it's more for anchoring than to pull him away.

His face is white and tense, but he's more than well-trained enough to handle this much pain, even when it's making his fingers tighten til they leave white marks on Cu's skin. It's the hole in his memory and the way the room spins when he moves that are scaring him.]

I don't like this-- I don't remember things. What's going on?