[Even that much cooperation is more than he deserves, and he knows it. He knows he's horrible, he knows Cu ought to hate him, but he can't really control his own mind or body. He's confused and scared at the best of times, now with emotions running high the way they are now it's even worse.

He's still mad that Cu left him, and he still wants to gut him, but he also wishes he could erase the problems and curl up with him safe and warm.

In lieu of either, he fetches bandages so he can put Cu's side back together.]