[That's a bit much to handle -- sure he's heard the stories, and it's fucking hard to forget them afterwards. Bloody assassinations, whole neighborhoods wiped out, all the work of some mad, indiscriminate mercenary. Cu can't wrap his mind around the idea of Diarmuid being the one behind it all - not the Diarmuid who'd barely allow him to take junk without asking in their childhood.]

No...I can't.