[If he really hated her, he'd have pushed her off the stairs. To be honest, he strongly considered it, too. But no, for some reason he feels attached. As much as it's killing him to have Shinji gone, he can't stand the idea of losing more kids. So instead he just stays quiet, helping clean with a mechanical kind of thoroughness.
It's as if a switch inside of him is turned off. He's blank, because if he wasn't he wouldn't be able to cope at all. For now, it's enough just that his body is still moving.]
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It's as if a switch inside of him is turned off. He's blank, because if he wasn't he wouldn't be able to cope at all. For now, it's enough just that his body is still moving.]