[ she's still not sorry she killed him, but she's sorry that he's upset. though she does flinch visibly when he suggests the basement. that would be the most efficient, for sure, but it really sets in what she's done and how disrespectfully they're going to dispose of him. did anyone really deserve to be fed to those things even if they were awful? she's not even sure she knows the answer. ]

Y-you said he was why things were this way... th-that's what you said! That it was his fault! That it was Kotomine's fault! I'm sorry -- [ she sniffles, standing up and making her way down the hall, helping carry shinji. she feels sick to her stomach. she's never killed anyone on her own, actually. she always had lancer do it. everything felt so surreal right now. ]