[ it takes shinji a good half second to unstick his feet from where they are, to try to help with the door. FUCK that's hot, he had no idea. instinctively retracting from it, he grits his teeth and tries to budge it using his shoulder, but it's just too hot and too heavy. ]
FUCK FUCK FUCK -- [ he tells his old man to go die frequently, but he never actually meant it. not like this. losing both of his parents this way wasn't supposed to happen. and it's so terrifying that he actually forgets that it's supposed to be a dream. ] NO, WAIT --
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FUCK FUCK FUCK -- [ he tells his old man to go die frequently, but he never actually meant it. not like this. losing both of his parents this way wasn't supposed to happen. and it's so terrifying that he actually forgets that it's supposed to be a dream. ] NO, WAIT --