[Mikado hesitates a little, half unsure of what to do, half too observant for his own good and that was a flinch but... But okay. He keeps touching Kida anyway, kissing kind of slow and lazy as he semi stalls for time. In theory he knows how this works, and it's not like he feels particularly hesitant about it itself. There's not a lack of attraction either, but the back of his mind is still telling him this is really fucked up (exciting) and he needs to figure out how to ignore that. All of it, the "don't" and the excitement over what he shouldn't do and the disgust at the excitement that makes him want to lash out a little.]