[Normal is good. Kida's trying very hard to seem normal, himself. There's still a lot of flinching, and he still goes silent when Mikado seems annoyed. There are moments he has to go into the bathroom to panic and others where Mikado might catch him staring into space as if he's not quite there mentally. But mostly, he's putting on a happy face with the hope that if he keeps it up it'll become real.]

Well I'm not letting you out of this bed until you do it.