[Mikado tightens his fingers in Kida's, returning the kiss inexpertly. He's not terrible, but it isn't exactly as if he's been practicing. After a moment of kissing back softly he decides to take the risk of deepening it, lifting his other arm to place his hand on the small of Kida's back and hold him firmly like that.]

[Kida said hold him down, keep him, but for now just that much of an embrace is all Mikado is willing to trust himself to do. Especially when this is so raw and uncertain and he's scared more of himself than anything right now, but he wants this. He wants to push Kida back... That though is also scary.]

[He knots his fingers in the back of Kida's shirt and makes a rough, low noise against the other boy's lips, pulling back, barely an inch, voice hoarse.]

I want you. I love you. Stay with me. [It's not a request and but not firm enough to be a command either.]