[Mikado's stomach twists in knows, he's not sure what he's even feeling at that request. Part of him wants to but the rest of him is horrified and scared of that, disgusted with himself.]

[But still, excited too? He swallows, looking at Kida for a long time, frozen.]

[He breathes out slowly, coming to a decision after what seems like forever, shaking a little.]

Okay. If that's... What you want I can, I can do it.